Or you could slam your head in the car door repeatedly until you see if you like it. If you're casting about for options...
You and your wife did love each other, my friend. Of that you can trust your feelings.
What you're missing is that it was in a different point in your lives. You have not fully caught up yet to the storyline.
You've waited a long time to see if she would "snap out of it" right?
Doesn't look like it from this viewpoint. While you didn't think it would happen to you, and while you thought you and your family were different, perhaps now's the time to re-evaluate the situation and your role in it - going forward; you've analyzed the past enough to know what it looks like and get the idea. By snooping, you're hurting yourself without a reason or return.
Spring's coming. Find a different hobby; make a new start for you
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
