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It's not spidey sense, it's just mmm hard to put in words.

I think perhaps I'm finding some stuff super polite and almost scripted. No natural flow.

Although I sometimes drop out stuff when I do not mean to. I tend to think as I talk, my view of stuff clarifies as it comes out.

Some of this week stress fell out. He was very validating, listens pretty well and doesn't seem judgemental. All + could be just I expected stuff?

I'm mostly learning from live subjects, clasps hands together and laughes a witch type laugh.

They don't know what I do!

The testicle dude, is interesting too, he did something quite intimate for a casual friend
When he left the party last week, he touched the inside elbow. like cupped my elbow. Like a partner type gesture.

It's funny for me to think, of it as more a closer gesture than I suspect td does.

Peoples actions are interesting. I just find them interesting for no reason other than it's fun and new some thing I didn't do well before.

Boy h is the jackel on steroids. Yes I know I chose to put up with his punishments, it was all in the name of an easy life.

I do know on some levels I did retain my choices and h didn't like it.
S17 he knows he can chose, in a way I did I still that, but often he uses the no choice options. He will also argue to the death on being right.