WAW messaged me tonight to let me know she got labs back from going to doctor a couple weeks ago and her platelet count is very high and they need get to come in Saturday so she has surgery on skin cancer on her nose tomorrow and then goes in Saturday to doctor on the platelet issue.
Idk if it's good or not that she reached out to tell me this. Guess still wanting emotional support from me? And i got this text while she was at the bar with OM. She confuses me.
I did text back saying I'm very sorry to hear that and I hope everything is ok. After all, I still love her with everything I am and wish I could hold her and look in her eyes and tell her everything will be ok. I am the one that would love her no matter what happened to her and she knows this. Maybe that's why she reaches out...idk.
Just venting I guess...I don't want to get sucked in to her thinking I'm her friend. I just don't have it in my heart to not care about her health.
M: 44 W: 45 Married 26 Together 28 D: 22, S: 18, S: 9, D: 7 S: 12/2013, seperate houses OM revealed first 10/2013, stopped seeing him OM revealed 1/2015, been going on for quite some time
