Thanks Sandi. I needed to hear that as I'm just not ready. I understand someday I may need to and those that know how long it's been seem to think I'm crazy but they just don't understand that you can't just stop loving someone if you truly love them. I can't turn off my love, I just love from a distance and probably always will. It sounds pathetic but part of me is ok with this being my future.
M: 44 W: 45 Married 26 Together 28 D: 22, S: 18, S: 9, D: 7 S: 12/2013, seperate houses OM revealed first 10/2013, stopped seeing him OM revealed 1/2015, been going on for quite some time
