Devotion To A Dream

[phunguy]

I am very angry with her today. I want her to go and experience the pain she has caused me and our family. Some how I feel like I found my balls last night while running. I feel like I don't need or deserve any of this nor do I want to deal with her anymore. It's very confusing to go from love to mourning love to anger to just wanting it to be over. So many emotions.