Susana (6) - Feelin' Stronger Every Day

[susana4]

Like I said, feelings are so fluid. I've moved from anger to pity, now. I actually feel really sorry for H.

His life seems so boring. We used to do lots of different activities together. We were always trying out new stuff together. It was our "thing", going on adventures.

Now, he goes to work, he exercises, he sleeps, he watches TV and he goes out drinking with his friends. His only activities are going for drinks or the odd dinner. He has no hobbies, and apart from his ski trip, the only other activities he's done since BD have been with me (geocaching, going to a maze, going to standup comedy). When he gets home from work, if he isn't meeting his friends for a drink and I'm out, he just binge watches Battlestar Galactica for 5 hours straight.

Since BD I have:
-gone to several comedy nights
-gone to the theatre a few times
-taken a belly dancing class
-been to Meetups and met new people
-attended free lectures on topics from forgiveness to politics to cybersecurity
-gone to the roller disco
-gone to a very strange performance art piece
-been to the cinema a few times
-been to a gig
-booked tickets to a festival in June

My life is actually quite full and exciting and until just now I didn't realise how much more exciting than his.

Poor H sitting on his own watching TV while I GAL.