Complex No. 6 - The turtle and the rabbit

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I did go to a mediator who just told me its an easy case, my right is all 50/50 and I can get granted some spousal support. That's all I know.
I might go again to get some more detail.

I feel absolutely horrified and terrible this morning. Like back to square one. These talks with W do me no good. Even tho it was a very good one from DB perspective.

Interesting how W even validated herself with the reaction of her family. She said they are shocked but told her "if that is what she really wants". From my knowledge they are all absolutely devastated that she's doing the exact same thing than her mother and can't understand why she's dumping her M so fast.
I'm still confused why she now wants to go the legal separation path instead of D.

Huge throwback, I need to focus on myself. My anger and pessimism is taking over again.