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Back for lunch. W called while we were at the arcade to say she's been hit with a migraine so isn't heading out now asked was there anything she needed there wasnt. S's friend is heading over to her Saturday so s is staying with me till sat morning which is cool. We'll head off swimming tomorrow and hes having some gaming time today and a movie tonight.

So nothings settled or in the process of it just concentrating on s for now and trying to relax until this latest wave of - whatever - passes and the PMA is back to real. Just frustrated and fed up right now generally (not with s) dont feel i can really move on with finances, relationships until I know what direction w is facing.

For now have to take the advice v and several others have given and relax what will happen will happen and let it go. Mostly I am relaxed, chilled and settled into my current groove. Just I know this groove isn't how I want it to be and I dont know what to do yet for the best, heyho.

Anyway waters boiling for spaghetti, got to go!