I was super upbeat, but then that show knocked me for a huge a$$ 6.

Wow, the ic said things would trigger me. That woman was me, so me its like it was me!
Needless to say I freaked.

Lots of things I'm running scared on. The cute dude, mmmm its on the back burner, that's my gut instinct talking, I noted I'm making excuses again.

Lots I cannot do, yet, I think I'm fine but today far far from it.

There are a couple of things I have decided about needs. At this time, it's all a big swirling mess, I cannot decide what I want and what I need. Some days existing is tiring.

It's bed time. I think this will be a long and very bumpy road, even tho it's h choice it's hardly going to be easy.


M 46 h54
Both married before
T 11y
Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads!
Ms 18 hs 26