Hi guys yes negative Nelly aren't I. Wasn't in front of w so thats good.

Someone posted a while back you can get to an "oh now what" phase. I suppose I'm thinking if w was veering into the reconciliation shed be being warmer rather than distanced but thats just mind reading, its just fear I imagine. At least my expectations aren't a Hollywood romcom ending so I can only be positively suprisised. Anyway s is nearly ready so heading out and as to conversation we can't have it until w and I find time without s, either way I'll be on here journalling. Either an ok, what now or an omg that was surprising. We shall of course see..


M:44, W:46, S:10
M 13 years, T 15
BD:23/7/2014
W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014
My new place: 21/11/2014
W/S back to flat 22/11/2014
W coming closer, talking 4/2015
Piecing 5/2015
Moving in again 6/2015