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Horrible weather here today. Just waiting on s getting ready before were off out. Went and picked him up from w she's a bit grumpy as her hairdresser called in sick so no styling today. Offered her breakfast but she said she needs to call friend and let her know its off and see what she says. Said fine.

W confirmed (without my conjoling in any way) she knows I want to talk on r and where we are going. She said its not the kind of thing she wants to discuss in email. Can't say that fills me with hope. Just said ok whenever she can set some time I'll be happy to talk but I get the impression its either "thing" about to surface officially or its her reasons to not reconcile. Thats better than the word document by email i had in july telling me why it was all my fault i suppose but i can't see her acting this way if she wants to talk about getting back together good news is i can't be dumped again as she already went but I'm not ultra hopeful on anything good either. Ah well. PMA was on full and just stayed upbeat and non demanding or clingy.

PMA to the Max right now but on a fake it mode I'm sorry to say. Well see how it is after a day with the small dynamo.

Catch you all later.