[BrightFuture]

2BHappy, Gwen, thanks for stopping by. I don’t need my imagination to paint the picture of “old” H, I want the facts. This is what I get from the FB. And it seems to be helping me to detach more. Plus, I think he changed his privacy settings and I don’t see much updates there. Don’t really care. I think I’ve seen enough.

Small update. Got a text from H this morning, saying that he might be coming to town and if there are any tax issues he can take care of. Addressed me by my name… I was very busy at work, so I didn’t reply until I got home. I just replied with the question “business or personal”. Didn’t feel like I wanted to put in the sentence and sugarcoat it. No reply back from him. He is probably partying with the friends, LOL.

I have a feeling that he was trying to avoid the tax subject, but I’ve been silent on that too. I was waiting for him to bring this subject. I know that I’m going to do the taxes anyway, but I also knew that I had time. I was wondering when and if he would ask me. Here we go, LOL.

I don’t feel any emotion about him coming. The only thing I’m kind of thinking about is how my house looks. If he would come into the house with some excuse, while I’m not here… I have a little mess in the house in certain places. I just don’t want him to see that, just like I would not want any stranger to see my mess. Anyway, I will try to clean up a little. But, other than that, my heart is not rushing, I don’t have a knot in my stomach, I’m calm. Sweet!

Not sure what brings him to town. This is a bit different. I’m not aware of any events that he might be coming for. Car oil change? Maintenance? But, he is so determined to live in the vacation home. I’m sure there are places for oil change and maintenance. He better let me know if he wants something from the house… Ahead of time… Maybe he is ready to file for D? Will see…