Part 14 - Contents may flip without warning

[edz]

Hurumph, definite attack of the lonelys and limboland tonight. Not w per se, I'm just confused on w right now:

Emails, texts,conversations seem to start and then I'm blanked then we're talking then we stop. We get into conversations on r and then w shuts down and then bang radio silence.. No movement on signs of wanting to discuss reconciliation no signs on divorce no signs on doing much of anything although i know w and her friend are getting their hair done on a group offer tomorrow. She mentioned it back on Sunday before I knew I was off for sure, saved s from 3 hours at mil anyway.

But I digress.

Just feel somethings missing, its that close companionship I think, living with someone for a third of my life my brain got used to the input even when they weren't doing anything in particular just.... There.

Not sure why it's so prevalent tonight but there it is.

I say again hurumph....

A blue edz rising (note to self steal as a title,

self why are you telling me this?

Other self oh stop being awkward,

other self...err...this is getting a little worrying...

second self he started it....ok this has got a little meta dont you think?

Self yes shush and close the bracket and you can have a chocolate,

self.....ok)

What can I say, I'm bored as well....

Also gg, you ok..... Saw in your thread something about a break in?