I guess I am too cautious,/ suspicious or afraid too setting myself up frown , expecting the worse since it is only a year into this ...

If this were occuring year 3, I would 'buy into it' a bit more. Anyway, h is trying 2 b nice - so I must reciprociate & I have been nice, been 'gentle. This can't possibly b easy 4 him. I know it could be a different story next week, month etc ... but 4 now, he is trying, & so must I (party's over, everyone's flying out).

h & I have awkward moments of course but generally its been ok.

(Still keeping up with my goals to insulate myself from the flux of this condition.' As much as I wish all could go well, life is not always that simple & must move forward).

pbetra
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M: 15 yrs (in 2014)
BD: 6/03/2014
Infidelity ('known' from July 2014)
Denied PA Feb 2015
2 leave Mar 2015 (left early Summer). Some contact.
Back briefly 2017 (after family death)
Separated 2017