Yeah, tuff day.

Seems like I have my own thing. Emtional up down and splurge it all out.
I'm sorry but I miss male friends who talked. H didn't, he wanted you to know your mind and not discuss things.

Simple connection type stuff. I had lots of blokey pals, h didn't like those either.
The whole hold it bottled up, and go blah to mates is helping, but today meh.

My support and me ended up bawling at each other, then laughing thru the tears.
It was a tad odd. Went and vented to the fairy god mother. That helped.

S17 was contacting yesterday, with reasons I thought you might want hay?
Mmm nope, but thanks for asking. After he hung up in me swearing mid sentence, day before.

World is odd, but anxiety is now linked to my thing. Think they happened same day.


M 46 h54
Both married before
T 11y
Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads!
Ms 18 hs 26