Hi All, Thanks for stopping in.

Zelda - your question re how I would change the dynamics in a new R is still on my mind. I'm struggling to get it out at the moment as I'm feeling a bit down or rather different.

I'm not sure where I'm at really. Definitely questioning whether my heart is still in this. Without contact, it's easy for the tank to run low.

Anyway, off to London next week and then Amsterdam after that (mixture of work and vacation). Part of my wants to reach out to H before I go, the other part isn't feeling very motivated. Default is no contact.

Need to rejuvenate....big time.


H 37 Me 36
Together 15 years
Married 5 years
No kids
BD Apr 2014
H moved out 2 Jun 2014