Long story short, but we had another talk today about how her weight/hair loss, stress, panic attacks etc etc is a sign that she isn't doing very good. She said she needs to rethink all the pressure she is putting on herself about getting a job/her own place/school all at once. And she said she is going to fly back to Tennesse Friday, get her dog saturday, and get all her stuff squared away so that I can fly up there the following weekend and drive down here with her.
She's thanking me for being there for her, for helping her so much. I hope this doesn't go away.
I don't know whether to be excited or scared. Both I think. Excited that my W might ACTUALLY BE COMING HOME. But scared, because this came out of no where and I am scared tomorrow, she might change her mind. Talking to her, she sounds like she's thinking pretty clearly. Saying that just because she took some medicine and she feels better today, doesn't mean she'll be ok tomorrow so she's thinking long term and what makes her feel better
I am trying SO HARD to NOT let my hopes build up, but it is so hard to not just scream that she might be coming home. I hope this isn't some cruel joke someone is playing on me...
Last edited by TLEE86; 02/25/1502:07 AM.
ME: 28 W: 24 M: 2.5yrs T: 5yrs BD: 22 SEP 14 W Leaves: 5 OCT 14
