Mighty (love you xo), Wonka (love you too), Job (and you:), GG(you too), and Rock (I love everyone who swings by here:), thanks so much for your words. Yes, Wonka, I have been feeling less than. Like.....I don't belong or I lost my place. Wherever that was. Job, I know you are right. I do. I very much appreciate your kind words and taking the time to read my thread. Your wisdom is invaluable.

Rock, you are correct. I don't have a big support system. I am very close to my x inlaws. I have a couple of close girlfriends and most of my friends are guys. And sometimes that gets a little....weird. I have reconnected with a few old friends and that has been nice.

Ready for a update? I feel better. I'm going to Las Vegas for work for 6 days. And while I miss my peeps, I have a 2 hour massage and a 45 minute hot oil scalp massage scheduled at the ultimate schmancy spa. That's right. Haters gonna hate:)

I have been helping one of my 2 girlfriends thru fertility treatment. She is solo so I go with her for egg retrieval Friday. This is exciting for her:)

Booked a Disney trip for Spring Break.

Ex Mr. GB is moving Saturday to.....a college apartment complex. Well, I know where it is and he said there are very few 20 and 21 year olds. I didn't say this to him, but they are mostly 22-26 yr olds because they have a higher grad student residency in that complex. I didn't really know what to say, so I said "That sounds nice." Because I couldn't really say, 'For the love of extra crunchy peanut butter, have you lost your mind? You are freaking 41. I had friends in that complex 20 years ago."

He did take the trash out this am which was nice and I thanked him. He has taken to wearing trucker hats. Prior to last week, I had seen x Mr. GB in a hat exactly 0 times in 13 years.

Thank you all for reading my stuff. I do appreciate your kindness, wisdom, and eye rolls. Seriously. I deserve the eye rolls. Hugs and positive vibes to everyone here:)



3 kids
BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. )
Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style
D final 9-9-14
"Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer