Jer,

I need to gently remind you that my own MLC lasted for 5 years. It took a long time to reintegrate myself and be content with who I am today. It may take as equally long time as it will be for W to walk through this journey.

There will be times when the MLC will have clarity moments and/or appear to be lucid. They're far and few in between. Nothing to do with you.

I do recall a few lucid moments then went right back to confusion, pressure, and feeling like having zero control of my life & surroundings.