If she confirms she wants you there, get your a$$ in a car, on a plane, on a train and make it happen.
Why? Because regardless of the outcome, 5 years from now you will punch yourself in your face because you didn't take the opportunity to SHOW your changes, instead of just saying them. It'll be that " what if....." Question that will haunt you.
You have nothing to lose and everything to gain, as long as you keep your expectations at absolute zero and be the best new T you can be.
I said I felt like she has been noticing your changes, now you know why.
Many of us would kill to have this opportunity, seize it.
My 2.5 cents....
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
