Complex #5 - progress and throwbacks

[Complex]

Thanks Lost.
I actually only went from 10 to 20mg so low dosage. I can manage. And I was very critical towards taking it but I have family and personal history of depression. Nothing crazy, I enjoyed my life but I always struggled a bit with having no perspective and lack of motivation. So I'll give it a shot.
I won't do it forever. I don't wanna become a victim of meds.

I actually used to be a pessimist by nature. I grew up like this. Grumpy pessimistic dad haha. But I changed. And I feel more positive than ever