TLEE86. Part III

[TLEE86]

Z and Mozza- thank you guys for the words and advice. Z, your insight is really hitting home for me, and Mozza i follow your sitch carefully because of our similar WAW's behaviors. Sorry I don't have time to respond right now, i only have a few minutes but i promise i will tomorrow.

Just a quick update, been a strange..day.

W blew up my phone all day today, starting early in the morning. Guess her dad and stepmom were talking to her about me and her last night and they were definitely helping...saying how great we were and how we were best friends and etc etc. W started crying within minutes of talking on the phone and bottom line said its crazy what happened with us, how she doesn't know what is going to happen with us, but I'm always the person she turns to...shes been having panic attacks? for the past few days and asked me if she needed could i go back to her parents place for a few days and "take care of her."

So first, this is the first time she's actually wanted to really see me, especially since we live so far away, and also, we'd be spending the night together for a few days at her parents, where I know they are pretty fond of me (who would have thought her dad and stepmom were in my corner?) Im not sure this is a good thing but i think it is? Wed be in a very familiar environment with people who want us together and have a lot of time to be with each other...

Also id like to point out that the 180 i did the other week when she didnt go to her internship, is REALLY paying off. When talking to her parents last night,and they were advocating for our M, she told them that tim used to be really controlling, but now when we talk its all about supporting her, and how when she makes a 2second decision to suddenly not go to her internship, i don't blow up at her or get angry, but i support her choice..and I'm just not how i used to be. (I'm patting myself on the back here)

So I'm happy she wants to see me, but in reality, I'm fully prepared for it not to happen. I think she was caught up in the moment today after a long talk with her dad and stepmom last night, but...i might throw out the idea tomorrow to test the waters and see if we can make it happen. i thnk its too good of an opportunity...thoughts? Idk if this is just one of those...temp tests where she is seeing if i will actually be there for her?