Susana (5) - Stay the Night

[Calibri]

Susana,

I have to agree with what everyone else has said. I feel extremely smothered by your posts -- even ones not about limp cucumbers. ;-)

I'm going to be completely honest with you -- your posts, get me all stirred up. Not in a bad way. But your posts bring out nervous energy in me. I feel you're almost to the point of trying too hard, and it just seems (to me, at least) like you're at level 10 of analyzing everything, almost down to breaths per minute that your H has. I get a tightly wound vibe from you, and in turn, just reading your posts make me feel tightly wound. It makes me wonder if you're coming off that way to your H IRL? It also makes me wonder if this is something you can sustain? Long term. Especially with all of the analyzing and wanting to do the right thing right now. Trying to control everything and do everything and get everything right and omgwtfbbq!!1. Lady. Breathe. It's going to be ok.

This thing is a marathon -- and if you don't breathe -- you are going to burn out on mile three.

Take a step back and do you. H can either notice and get with the program. Or he won't. But this has to be for you.

I hope you enjoy your spa evening.