Tad,

Not going to give you any crap here. : )

It is hard for me to reconcile the person you say you used to be with the person I have read about. That's a pretty fur bit as some would say.

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I'm just so sick and tired of the way things have "turned out." I don't know.....sometimes I think that I am on the verge of going through "something" myself.


I hope so. I think the guy you used to be would like nothing more than to slap himself awake.

Gunshy might be safer...but it seems like that condition is always afraid or timid or coming up with some reason not to experience life. Gunshy always seemed to me to be existing...not living, you know?

For instance, and btw I know this won't happen, hell I'm not even sure I would do this. Go up to your friend, kiss her in one of those deep dips from the 1950's and say."I know you don't date co-workers, so I just quit."

Ok...4 fingers of Lagavulin and a pair of working legs and I would. : ) Maybe 5.



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