Got to detach bud. Sounds an awful lot like a love sick puppy in high school. It is her job to play the high school games and your job to detach and GAL. Yes you love her,I love my w too and she didn't even say goodbye to me on the way out the door this morning. Detach
Me:39 W:33 Married 6/07 D6 Found out about affair 9/14