Received an email from my husband last night.

He said that he was thinking and realized he was depressed. And that he was going to start taking his meds again. Which will take 4 to 6 weeks to get into his system. And if I could not wait that long, he understood if I wanted to move forward with the divorce. He apologized for all the hurt he has caused me. And he wants to adjust his visitation with his daughter. He wants to see her less until he can pull himself together.

I am not sure what I really want. I ask myself, can I ever trust him again. Well, I have time to decide what is best for me.


H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)