Complex #5 - progress and throwbacks

[Complex]

Event was ok. I felt 'high' on meds, felt weird but had nice chats with all the old ppl.
It was awkward bc ppl asked about me and W, our awesome wedding and if we are going to have kids soon
Well, I'm in a different place, feel ok about things. Her dad wants to talk soon he said.
The "Stockholm Syndrome" is going off today lol. I feel like I'm so in love with W. I look at her and love every single thing about her. But I'm also aware of that I might never have that again and that my/our love might never create equal happiness.
She was fairly nice to me today. Even touching me on her way out. Smiling at me. Weird especially the day after making our separation official.

At least I feel love. Not anger, no hatred, grief...