well there is truly no way to NEVER give an answer. i mean sooner or later its going to end right? either in D or piecing. so i will have to talk to her sooner or later. i wasn't meaning the Either dropping the NC or D. she will not get an answer from me for that. but sooner or later i will have to communicate with her there is no way around that, am i right? But for the time being she will not even get a peep from me. I am going to stay dark for some time, i have to for my own sanity!