Went out for dinner last night with a friend that was in town. He and I have alot in common as he has been seperated and living in different houses for 3 or 4 years but his wife is not WAW. Still he can relate and listen. Couldn't get my S18 up and out to have lunch with me so I am out by myself but it's sunny out so feels nice.
W sent me a picture of D7 this morning in one of her play outfits. I just replied with "she's beautiful ". I sure do miss all being together...making coffee, breakfast, reading paper, hearing kids play and laugh. Those days seem forever ago now. I wrote in my journal this morning which helps me, I left another voicemail for L so I can get legal advice, hopefully I will be able to see then this week.
Still find myself wondering what the heck W is thinking and have to try to hit myself with a 2x4 to stop.
Wishing you all a good day, and a day of growth no matter how little as long as it's positive.
M: 44 W: 45 Married 26 Together 28 D: 22, S: 18, S: 9, D: 7 S: 12/2013, seperate houses OM revealed first 10/2013, stopped seeing him OM revealed 1/2015, been going on for quite some time
