Devotion To A Dream

[phunguy]

Thanks Sandi,

In a weird way the old me feels like he's coming back. Which is even odd to think. The old me? LOL that is the PhunGuy! This pain has brought me back from the misery I've been living. Yes I still want to save this dream. Yes I will endure whatever she may hurl at me today. I'm finding peace in this hell for some reason as tough as it is with my world on fire it seems my prayers for clarity and peace are being answered.

I expect her to be very upset when she comes home to see the kids not here and I do not expect to resolve much today my plan is to get her talking and listen. I am going to provide nothing in terms of my thoughts other than I want the A to end and move forward from today.