Responding Vs Reacting

[Faith2b]

I have been very busy. Its been a cold month but I feel that I have really had some great progress when it comes to GAL. I feel they have been really deep rooted tearing out, grieving and replacing them with a better outcome. I have been met with more resistance but I feel confident more in the consequences I have to decided to take. I have officialy cut my ex off. Its hard but necessary. I feel up into now him and the ow were playing me and that now has been a certain reality. Its not easy and I have come to terms with the pain of it because the progress is well worth it. I have read several books from Townsend. I have done much internal work on how I myself have been empty, needy and prone to relationships that have not measured up. Im in a better place right wrong indifferent I am who I am. I have realized that hiding behind relationships and not facing reality have sabatoged much of my own time to having the best relationship I can. im not mad at my ex I feel free. I feel despite us not talking at last I have made the choice to be done. This has proven easier for me than waiting for him. I mean he told me why cant I wait for him. Wow how that was taken by me I think I could have hurt the man for this but hey I have allowed him to control me for a long time. I realize now what Im dealing with and staying away so that I can handle things in a more mature way is in everyones best interest. As of now Im being lead by God's blind faith.

Have a great day!!