You sound like you are dealing with the mid winter blahs. I think a lot of us are right now. I hope you have an IC and can explore this with them. My concern is you are at a point with everything that adding the blahs into it is pushing you into full blow depression. You have come through a lot these past few years. You need some support to see that you are coming to a better place and not sinking into a hole. I know it tough, believe me. I don't even know if I want to accept a job offer I am expecting this coming week. I sometimes feel I would rather throw it all away and start over myself. I know that i should accept it and move forward in my life as well. So, get someone to talk to a work through this to your better place.
Twisting on Life's Rope Me53 W53 M20 D21 D19 D16 BD 2-2013 D final 1-2015 _________________________ "Dream about tomorrow, Live for today, Learn from yesterday"
