Pretty sure is because I feel so uncomfortable. H used to take those compliments and then hammer me with nasty spew on the way home.
H used to also tell me people hated me only only were polite or doing those nice thing like inviting me out of duty. I still guilt and out of place. Like I'm on the outside looking in.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
