Susana (5) - Stay the Night

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I'm still panicking a little bit about ML, I have been all day. I just keep worrying it messed everything up, even though I *know* one single action can't change a whole sitch.

But, when I'm not panicking, I have to laugh at the role reversal that happened this morning.

Throughout our entire relationship, I have always been the one who questions and panics and asks "what does this mean? oh god, what are we going to DO?" "we need to talk!" while he has been the avoidant one going "everything will be ok" and shutting down.

So this morning was quite funny, when HE was the one standing there going "should we talk?" "are things going to be awkward?" and HIS wheels were spinning while I was calmly saying (thanks Toots!) "well I had a fun time" "no need to talk".

At least there's something I can laugh at admist the freaking out!