Wife having emotional affair 5

[3kids]

I hate when my mood changes. I was having such a great day. My oldest was at a basketball tournament. His team and him where doing awesome. They ended taking second place. Which for a team that has lost a lot of games this year is great.

The wife showed up. Then I got lied to, nothing new. She said in convo that she didn't have any idea yet where she was going to live or that she hasn't talk to our realtor. Funny then the daughter came up at the exact same time and said "daddy you should see the cabin the realtor showed us. It's only two bed rooms but very cute". Just sick of being told lies. Then I get at the end of the day comments to me by the wife. As I was leaving I told her that I'm glad she was doing better. " She said that's just it I'm not doing any better or any worse. Nothing ever changes. But what am I going to do its to late to go back and I would look stupid if I did." I said something towards "you never know".

I know this was just testing the waters or something. But I'm just hurt by everything. Maybe I'm not leaving the door open by my comments. I know I can't change her but it just stinks if this is what she is thinking that she can't come back because she would look like a fool.