Thanks bea. It is quite confusing so see them continue patterns which are sources of hurt or furthere destruction. It's almost like if my xh is trying to get it right to make all of this worth it or something.
Ahoy- wow, nice to hear from you. I see myself far from an inspiration... More like a disaster and hot mess. But thanks.
I am currently at the bball tourney. Xh just walked in and sat in the same section of bleachers in front of me. I can't help but get this panick stricken feeling or something like that when I see him. I really wish I didn't have to see him.
Ugh... And he is texting away. This game is almost over. I am going to move to the other end of the gym.
