Sounds like an intense night - and very $exual rather than romantic. Was he also willing to be 'pleasured?' Or did he resist that? Excuse any intimate Qs here...

It may not help to mindread - as V likes to say - no doubt all will unravel in time. It's possible that such an intense session may precipitate something I suppose?

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus