I know Toots. I need to keep telling myself I did it too. And I did have a good time.

I guess I should just accept it as part of his confusion.

I just find it weird we went all this time since BD without ML and he was very controlled at stopping himself. Even when we slept in the same bed over Xmas.

I don't understand why now all the sudden. But I can't know, and I shouldn't waste my time wondering.

I have GAL plans anyway so that's fine. I just need to not overthink now.


Me 28 / H 28
M 1 / T 2.5
BOMB 12-3-14 "I don't feel like myself any more"
Still living together, separate rooms.