Rough without the kids. Yesterday the kids called me before bedtime and my D went into full blown meltdown cause she misses me, begging me to come see her. XW asked if I could/would see D in the am (I was at work). Said sure ill be there straight from work (7a). D didn't settle until I promised (everyone knows when I promise its a sure thing).

Got there and got to wake up D and she jumped into my arms. Snuggled her & S on the couch. While there, XW told me bout her interviews from previous day (being recruited by other hospitals). I let her know how proud of her I am & how amazing at her job she is. At one point while I was rubbing my S back, I looked up and she was just wstching us and smiling.

After 20 minutes or so I announced I better go. She immediately told me I fould stay longer and I didn't have to leave. Just said yeah I better go while smiling at her. She walked me to the door and gave me a big hug.

Will see her again on Sun and I'm planning on telling her im gonna watch the replay of our show on Mon nite and she is welcome to join me. She doesn't work on Tues and tha t was how last week worked. She wanted to watch on a day that wasn't before s work day. How does this plan sound? Her saying no will not change my plans. I would like to keep any forward momentum going but have no expectations for it.


M40 XW35
M11 T15
S9 D5
Bomb 6/3/14
Papers del 10/3/14
D final 12/5/14

I wish I could love you and make you believe it
'Cause that's all you ever wanted
From me