Raliced, I've struggled a bit with the seemingly Jekyll and Hyde of a guy who cheated on me and walked out on me but comes over to fix my heater and takes our D12 shopping when she needs a new party dress. My IC has helped me put this in perspective a bit. And what I've decided is that H is a crappy H, but a good friend and will be a good X. I guess one person can't be everything. I'm trying to focus on the good parts. I hope he does the same about me.
