Sorry you had a rough day. From reading sitches, the time around moving is tough. And I found the first couple of weeks living alone tough, but then I started to settle in more & more and enjoy it. You have this to look forward to - but there's a road to travel first. Deep breaths - you'll get there.
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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus