Today is attorney day for STBX. Sometimes I feel relief then moments later my hands are shaking. I know that I will be okay without her and most likely better off.

SND20 and I are going to start getting ready today for the trip to ND to see my mom. i am planning to stay there until STBX moves to MT in April. I have a lot of old friends and family to visit. Two of my brothers workout at the gym so I will join them when they go.

M 53
W 44
D25 D20 S22
PA 10/95
BD abt 2k EA
BD 9/2004 PA D'd 1/05/05
DB'd 9/2004-08 PA ends 02/2005
XW rehab 03/2005 piecing until OM3 June?/2005
Remarried 12/28/07
BD 12/18/14
Sep living together