What the?

[BFloat]

Thanks for all the support. For the most part, I am good. Happy. There are just these occasional dips that people don't get unless they've been through it themselves. These moments don't linger like they use to... And a quick reminder of all H has put me through shakes sense back into me.

KG.. I hope you do start a new thread! I just like to know about how friends are doing. Even just the mundane everyday... I miss that!

As for the new bizarre.. Found out BIL cheated on SIL! She left a teary voice msg. I was left a little speechless since I haven't had contact with her in over a year. I think she stopped talking to me when she knew that H was dating other women.. Or maybe she had even met them? Anyway, quite shocking as I never would have thought BIL would do this! Apparently BIL has been talking with H (his younger brother).. And H has been encouraging her to speak with me.

Like.. What the??? So I can share my wisdom on being the scorned wife? Or... Relive the aftermath of being left with 2 small kids? We can sit around a campfire singing Kumbaya while discussing how messed up it is that both H's grandfathers cheated on their wives.. How their uncle had entirely different family for years without anyone's knowledge.. And their father cheating on their mom with multiple women for multiple years... Sad that thy both were fully aware of their father's behaviour and opposed it.. And just ended up doing the same thing.

Venting today. Took day off work to get my bearings back in order. It's new year's... Need to just recenter.