So I ended up getting a assignment at a fine dining restaurant about 30 minutes away... no payment but $200 for dinner & drinks... only catch is have to take a person of the opposite sex... so I ask H if he wants to go with me. First time out out together without kids since BD..... (so almost a year)

And I ended up drunk(had to order 4 drinks, supposed to be 2 each but H doesn't drink so I ended up with all 4) telling H all the reasons why we will never work, almost in tears.... then had to sober up and write a 3 page report, what fun!

What a way to ruin a nice dinner/evening out.... way to go me... NOT!

Me: 35 husband:39
Sons 16 and 11 from my first marriage
Twins 5 (boy/girl)
Daughter 3
Affair bomb 2/27/14
He moved in with ow 3/13/14
OW kicked him out 6/15/14
4/2016 he seeks help for sexual addiction