Just signed up for a meditation class this weekend. Hoping it will curve my anxiety. And will get my a-- to the gym this weekend also. One more thing, the weekened, I will try to finish at least one book that I started but embarrassing could not complete.
Yes, I do want to see colors like Cadet said. So I am building my own strengths and will be happy doing things on my own. I do want to be with my H but I know now we can't go on this way. I want us to be happy but will not put any expectations on anything.
The happier I am, the greater my chance of saving my marriage.
This is where I'm at trying to enjoy being happy without my W living at home, it's very hard for me right now because we did everything together. Even this morning I just took my younger kids to school and because we work in hospitals shift work we get days off together and normally I take them to school, get us coffee and come home and we hang out for awhile together in the mornings. The GAL things is something that I need to do and hopefully it helps you become more happy also as this rough time goes on.
M42 W41 D17 Step-D17 S10 S8 Married 11, Together 14 Separated 1 Month, W living at her parents Bomb: 1/16/2015 "I don't feel close to you, I feel distant."
