Quote: What I didn't know or expect was her rejection of my giving her oral sex (which I love, and miss) and her general LD/ND problem. It's been six months now, and I miss it so bad.
Wow, that hit me like a ton of bricks. For me, though, it's been more like 8 years (and counting). She just informed me one day that she didn't want that anymore. Ever! Talk about rejection!
This was one of my favorite things, and I would gladly engage in this for as long as she could stand it! I would happily take direction, because that meant I'd get to do it longer! Man, how I miss it!
If she instead restricted me to just that one thing, I'd be a happy man! I know there's a lot more I want to say on this topic, but I can't think at the moment...