My dear. I totally get it. I feel you entirely. Even when my days are OK, I wake every morning feeling overburdened by those same thoughts and feelings. I go to be with them too.
I want so badly for things to get better, to be happy and at peace again. To feel fulfilled.
We are in this together. I've got your back. I know you will get through this because you are so amazing. You really are and I admire your strength, beauty, and amazing personality as you have been weeding your way though this.... whatever "this" is.
You got this, GB. And we have to trust in the others when they say it will get better. It has gradually since last year, right? But, look at how amazing, strong, patient, wise, and so put-together these who have gone before us are. We will get there. You have already made it through some of the toughest parts.
