Thanks for the update on your life. I hope your D is feeling well
I have no real advice... HeIl I rely on you to help me!!
But thank you for being real and voicing what some of us in this same sitch feel but can't always articulate. I hear you loud and clear and feel you on what you say. I get it.
Keep chugging along. Remember this may be how things are right now but right now isn't forever.