Crimson, I completely get what you are saying. I struggle with how to handle the blips. On one hand, H should help soothe the pain, but on the other he's already said/done everything I've asked. I cannot identify anything specific that I need from him to heal other than what he's already doing. It seems to be an issue within myself and I have to let go more which is taking time.


Me: 30
H: 35
M: 5 years
S2
Signs of MLC started Feb 2014
BD - PA July 2014
Piecing/reconciling late July 2014