Susana (4) - Do you have to be confusin'?

[susana4]

Thanks everyone for the good wishes.

So, tonight was fun. Felt very much like a date except it didn't end with a kiss, but it ended with a strangely sexual tickle fight.

I wore:
-a form-fitting red dress that showed off my figure
-tinted cherry flavour lip balm he commented the other day "smells nice and...probably tastes nice"
-a little bit of perfume
-heels of course!

H and I met for dinner at the Egyptian fast food place he'd suggested. He suggested getting the food to take away and going to sit in the square and people watch, which we did. Then we went for a drink - when I revealed the dress he stared at me and said "nice dress".

We just chatted about stuff, laughed a lot. At one point, he looked like he was going to kiss me, then said "hey, isn't that so and so off TV" and I turned around and there was a famous comedian behind me. D@mnit, ruining the moment!

We went to the comedy night, had a few drinks and laughed some more.

On the way home, we were pretty flirty, it reminded me a lot of our early days of dating the way we were teasing each other. It was fun and we laughed a LOT.

He was quite tipsy so I don't know how much of what happened when we got home was down to that. But once we got home, he suggested watching a little bit of TV. He sat right next to me on the sofa and had his face just inches from mine on the cushion, with his body pressed up against mine (normally recently we sit apart).

Again, there were times when I felt he was going to kiss me - but he stopped himself. After a little bit of TV, we decided to go to bed.

I went into the bedroom to get changed. Now, I didn't time this exactly but it worked out perfectly - but he happened to walk in as I was bending over to get my pyjamas out of the drawer, and I think he must have had a good view up my dress.

He quickly hugged me and scurried into the other room. He was...well, visibly excited.

We then got into a play argument. He was lying on the sofa and I was standing and I started tickling him. He then grabbed me and pulled me onto the sofa with him and we ended up in a 45 minute long, strangely sexual tickle fight that involved writhing, pressing against each other, him grabbing my thighs...

This is the third weirdly sexual tickle fight we've had in the last month. I don't really know what to make of them. But he'll get really close to doing something like kissing me...and then just pull back and stop himself.

Anyway, overall I'd say the non-date "date" went well. If it hadn't have been with my H, and it really had just been a first date, I would have said it was a great first date.

I get frustrated about the not kissing, but I know I can't push that. Any movement needs to come from him.